I LOVE Hana Yori Dango

Or, the japanese version of Meteor Garden. (though the story was adapted from a manga in the first place).

Yeah MAN. Rui (Hua Ze Lei) looks so totally hot! So cute- though his mouth a tad on the smallish side but who cares! It's not like I'm ever gonna get the chance to kiss him, anyways, right? :P

My new wallpaper:


HAHAHA. That is one handsome kid. (Sexy tongue too, ainnit?)

:D ilovehimilovehimilovehimilovehimilovehimilovehimilovehimilovehim.

NO STOPIT. I will NOT turn into one of those j or k or z whatever drama freak crushing on pixels. SOOoo unglam! HAHA. Oh god, but nothing can compare to my mom.. actually at her age dreaming of Jerry Yan or Edmund Chen hugging her. God's sake. I think one of the reasons they broke up was cuz my father was an Oldies guy while my mom listened to Ah Mei, F4, Jolin Tsai and my old Britney albums.. I mean c'mon.

-L(ovehim!)

p.s. VICKAY! i just realized why he only ate shaved apples!! it's cuz his mouth isn't big enough to take a bite off the apple itself!! HAHA. oh god.. it's too adorable.

p.s.s. NOＲＯＲＩＥＴＨＩＳＤＯＥＳＮＯＴＭＥＡＮＩ'VEGIVENUPONJAMIEOLIVER=D

The 'O's SUCK FRUIT!!!

REMINDER: Just Breathe

When shouts are heard
from the room,
The shriek of her voice
ringing in your ears
Breathe
Just breathe

When your mind
goes racing,
The palpable tension
threatening to choke
Breathe
Just breathe

When she lashes out
at you;
destitute of mirth,
When the harsh words
penetrate you
Breathe
Just breathe

When tears fall
from your eyes,
When the peace inside
has escaped you
Remember to

Breathe
Just breathe.

Gotta go. MY LOVERLY X-MEN AWAITS. EHEHE.

-R.

"A yawn is more disconcerting than a contradiction" - Mason Cooley

(this is for YOU jacq!)

What causes the noise when you crack a joint?

Your joints can make a variety of sounds: popping, cracking, grinding, and snapping. The joints that "crack" are the knuckles, knees, ankles, back, and neck. There are different reasons why these joints "sound off".

• Escaping gases: Scientists explain that synovial fluid present in your joints acts as a lubricant. The fluid contains the gases oxygen, nitrogen, and carbon dioxide. When you pop or crack a joint, you stretch the joint capsule. Gas is rapidly released, which forms bubbles. In order to crack the same knuckle again, you have to wait until the gases return to the synovial fluid.
• Movement of joints, tendons and ligaments: When a joint moves, the tendon’s position changes and moves slightly out of place. You may hear a snapping sound as the tendon returns to its original position. In addition, your ligaments may tighten as you move your joints. This commonly occurs in your knee or ankle, and can make a cracking sound.
• Rough surfaces: Arthritic joints make sounds caused by the loss of smooth cartilage and the roughness of the joint surface.

Is joint cracking harmful? If you are feeling pain when your joints pop, than you should seek a health care professional. In terms of knuckle cracking, some studies show that knuckle cracking does not cause serious harm. Other studies show that repetitive knuckle cracking can do some damage to the soft tissue of the joint. It may also lead to a weak grip and a swelling hand.

Lightning!

• The saying "lightning never strikes twice in the same place" is false. The Empire State Building is struck by lightning on average 100 times each year, and was once struck 15 times in 15 minutes.
• Jim Caviezel, the actor who played Jesus in the film The Passion of the Christ, is reported to have been struck twice by lightning during shooting. The assistant director Jan Michelini was struck twice.
• Although commonly associated with thunderstorms, lightning strikes can occur on any day, even in the absence of clouds.

Yaaawwn.

Why do we yawn? Why do our eyes water when we yawn? And, Why is yawning contagious?

Some have observed that if you try to stifle or prevent a yawn by clenching your jaws shut, the yawn is unsatisfying. As such, the stretching of jaw and face muscles seems to be necessary for a good yawn.

The yawn reflex is often described as contagious: if one person yawns, this will cause another person to "sympathetically" yawn. The reasons for this are unclear; however, recent research suggests that yawning might be a herd instinct. Other theories suggest that the yawn serves to synchronize mood behavior among gregarious animals, similar to the howling of the wolf pack during a full moon. It signals tiredness to other members of the group in order to synchronize sleeping patterns and periods of activity. It can serve as a warning in displaying large, canine teeth. This phenomenon has been observed among various primates. This threat gesture is a way of maintaining order in that primates' social structure. The contagion of yawning is interspecific (i.e., try yawning in front of your dog). Yawning in public is generally regarded as impolite in the West, but came into fashion in polite French society for a brief period in the late 18th century. Oddly, sometimes sympathetic yawning may be caused by simply looking at a picture of a person or animal yawning, or even seeing the word "yawn".

Uncommon superstitions on yawning:

• The Ancient Greeks believed that yawning was not a sign of boredom, but that a person's soul was trying to escape from its body, so that it may rest with the gods in the skies.
• Counting a person's teeth robs them of one year of life for every tooth counted. This is why some people cover their mouths when they laugh, smile, or yawn.
• If two persons are seen to yawn one after the other, it is said that the one who yawned last bears no malice towards the one who yawned first.
• A number of supposed alien abductees have claimed that after their extraterrestrial experience they stopped yawning. Suggesting that with out the ablility to yawn they do not feel right, or even healthy.
• Some people hold the superstition that when you yawn, someone just walked over your future grave site or the future grave site of your children.

IT IS SO TOTALLY WEIRD. While reading the whole Wikipedia page on yawning, I kept yawning so much I was afraid of going into cardiac arrest. (Too much yawning indicates heart problems, btw.) Esp when I saw the pictures of the animals yawning. HAHA.

Or... maybe because it's already past midnight?

-LIZerlai

p.s. HOW TO continue your lucid dream! (and how to control your dreams, etc)

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You should have a clear purpose for your lucid dreams whenever you go to sleep. In other words, every night you consider what you want to do when you have a lucid dream, and select one thing, or perhaps two or three if you are skilled. Avoid this:

"What am I gonna do what am I gonna do? I wanna fly, walk through walls, eat until my stomach explodes, spy on my neighbours, drive in a car real fast, woooeeey I'm gonna . . ."

You will either end up doing none of these things in your dream or simply wake up from overexcitement.

help!

Will you ever try breast milk?

This guy has (among many other things), and lives to tell the tale. It's from his own frickin wife some more! Go check it out!
http://www.thesneeze.com/mt-archives/cat_steve_dont_eat_it.php
OH god. My mother just told me that Christina's husband drank hers too!! EEEEEEWW. i did NOT need to know that, thank you very much.

"The following picture is a swear-to-God-unretouched-side-by-side comparison of a normal kernel of corn and an infected huitlacoche kernel, both from the same can":

oh man oh man.

AND THAT'S ONLY ONE. The whole can?

"Don't worry, I checked the ingredients before I tasted it. 'Smoker's lung' was not on there."

HAHAHAHA.

Anyways, thanks vicky for the link! (i dunno how she finds great stuff like this all the time)

OKKAAY. Today was the last day of school (doesn't feel like it, though, what with coming back on Monday for the dreaded MT Os) and we had the "Meet the Parents" event/occasion/activity?/session! Erm but it's only for selected pupils (those REEALLY cham ones) according to subject. I had to meet Miss Yeo with my mommy (was soo not looking forward to it after i read vick's blog on HER meet the parents'). But it went okay.. Miss Yeo talked about working your hardest on a subject you're not planning to drop and all that- actually I was the one who brought up 'dropping'. And surprisingly, I was talking to her much more than my mom. Haha! Might be a good thing.. (My mom told me afterwards she almost said 'No good that means you teach not good lah' like, WHAT THE.)

It was kinda embarrassing but I felt PUBIC SUCHA great relief afterwards. It was like someone FINALLY noticed my maths wasn't so hot and all. I can't describe it.

Hmm. Well, it was something like choking on a 'string'/strand of spinach wrapped around your tonsil and nobody else knows until you or someone finally pulls it out- rather uncomfortably but it's out nevertheless. It's fantastic. Btw, I know because it happened to me once- the only true time (besides today when a Pizza Hut motorcycle charged round the bend near sch) when I thought I was going to die, right there and then. My heart never beat so fast before.

Anyways guess what. I'm eating spinach right here and now and "I am not afraid." (what movie is this from again? Dungeons and Dragons?) It deserves a second chance like me, right?

Now.. does A maths deserve one too?

I'm seriously thinking about dropping- I thought what with getting an A1 for semester one last year- I had a chance of passing and stuff. But damn. That F9 really marrs the whole record (of straight Bs more or less. HAHA). ARGH. But it's like, GIVING UP. And I ain't no quitter.

Any advice?

piss off, penises!

hahaha. erm yeah well that's one more thing to check off my list of To Do's!

Get molested in crowded MRT train

yeah man. wished jacq and i like kicked his dick and deflated his chestnuts. or SOMETHING.

UUUGGGHHH. GROSS.

but other than that... Krishnan's Dairy was today! I CANNOT BELIEVE no one told me it wasn't about THE ENGLISH TEACHER, our literary text. i went around explaining to people, "Oh, it's Dairy because remember the first chapter when he said he 'lived as a cow'? Yeah, like a pun."

DARN. How am i gonna show my face tomorrow.

Anyways, the play was fantastic! I would have cried if I didn't keep looking up in the theatre or if someone, say Roslyn beside me, cried along. HAHA. How i wished Jacq Ow was there!

SHOOT it's late! Must be up bright n early tmr to tao more marks from teachers!

More on K's Milk soon.

-L

lalala

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious. Overall, your true self is reserved and logical. With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"I dunno, press the button and find out."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

Your IQ Is 110

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Average

A Quick IQ Test

Your Personality Profile

You are funky, outdoorsy, and down to earth.While you may not be a total hippie...You're definitely one of the most free spirited people around. You are very impulsive - every day is a new adventure.However, you do put some thought behind all your actions.Still, you do tend to shock and offend people from time to time!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Your French Name is:

Eloise Clermont

What's Your French Name?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Ayame Saionji

What's your Japanese Name?

Your Stripper Song Is

My Humps by the Black Eyed Peas "Whatcha gonna do with all that junk All that junk inside that trunk.I'ma get get get get you drunk Get you love drunk off my hump " You get a lot more than Seven jeans for your humps.

What Song Should You Strip To?

You are

What Rejected Crayon Are You?

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy

In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh.You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum. Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut

You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun.You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life...Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut.To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions.

What Donut Are You?

You Are a Frappacino

At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet Your caffeine addiction level: low

What Kind of Coffee Are You?

Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2

"Sky falls, you feel likeIt's a beautiful dayDon't let it get away" You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments.And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too.

What's Your Theme Song?

Your Birthdate: March 2

You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense.You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends.Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone.Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive. Your strength: Your universal compassion Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings Your power color: Mauve Your power symbol: Butterfly Your power month: February

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Scholastic Strength Is Developing Ideas

You can take a spark of inspiration and turn it into a full fledged concept.You are talented at brainstorming, visualizing, organizing, and independent thinking. You should major in: Natural sciencesComputer scienceCreative writingMathArchitectureJournalism

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Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind.You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

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Your 1920's Name is:

Amalia Luvenia

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Who Should Paint You: Gustav Klimt

Sensual and gorgeous, you would inspire an enchanting portrait..With just enough classic appeal to be hung in any museum!

What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait?

Your Blogging Type Is the Private Performer

Your blog is your stage - with your visitors your adoring fans.At least, that's how you write with your witty one liners.And while you like attention, you value your privacy.You're likely to have an anonymous blog - or turn off comments.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

All American Kid

Popular but not plastic. Athletic but not a jock. Smart but not a brain. You were well rounded and well liked in high school.

Who Were You In High School?

- L.

peanut butter, gilmore girls, inflating egos, and lots of tears

10:06
I'm scared. My bro n mum had a really big shouting match. And me bro screamed so loudly that i think he cried.

10:39
If you’re not gonna reply then forget it. Nvm then.

OH MY GOD. What happened? What were they shouting about? I’m sorry for the late reply.. I was in the bathroom.

NAWAL? Are you alright/there?

Oh snap. I blew it, didn't i?

10:49
Erm. Nothing. It all started coz my granny accidentally dropped glass while doing the dishes.... I suck at self-efficacy so i'll just shut up now.

HUH - WHAT DOES BEING INDEPENDANT GOT TO DO WITH ANYTHING?

It’s the mental resilience thing.. the ‘reaching out’ part. It’s theoretically proven that I suck at it.

10.59
" a self-effacing person does not want to be noticed by other people and tends not to talk about their abilities or achievements." still, there's no need to be self-contained! let it all out on me!

11:08
Haha. Very funny. Well my bro went down at eleven to do god-knows-wat. My granny slipped. Mother scolds son. Son blows. REALLY BLOWS. Strains voice/chokes. Son’s voice suddenly dies down. Mother lectures- starts shouting. Granny scolds mother. And all that while I thought Son charged outside to jump off the 22nd storey.

11:16
And I realized while waiting for your reply that u can’t always be there even though we’re supposed to be bf/mother-daughter. Aza needs u. So does jacq. Bindi has neeraj. Halima goes to bindi. My father just stones himself. My brother broodes. My mother…. She’s a handful. And no I am not for counseling.

So he went off after the shoutings? Is he still out now?

Yeah. To run himself down with a car or hitch with a hooker.

11.27
Oh god... this is.. huge.. if i didn't know better, i'd say-i don't know wat i'll say. i'm not making any sense am i. I'M SURE your bro won't do those things... to spite ur mom, or whatever. he just needs to calm down, n stuff. as 4 u i'm kinda hurt by that msg of yours.. u think im some paid counsiller sod? dividing tym betw her CLIENTS?

11:35
Ahaha. I GUESS. It’s just that everyone has their own problems and I don’t want to burden them with MINE. I’m saying that u’re the go-to person when ther [e are problems esp. with aza and jacq. And I feel…. NEEDY and selfish if I RANT my blah.]

11.44
and even though i can't read the second half of that msg and it's totally embarassing.. *HUGS* that's the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me. nawal, you have a good heart. this rough patch will even out, and let's all hope it's soon enough, whoakay?

11:52
Woahkay is ONLY used as an ANSWER to something. Not as a QUESTION. U were just WAITING 4 me to say that when u typed e sms WEREN’T U? knew it. Fine, FINE. I shall say that that is BEST thing that anyone has said that I am WEEPING with joy right now whilst a Gilmore girls’ theme song is playing in my head rite now. And I’m practicing my signing. Meheh.

11:59
And I’ve never cried so much my entire life todae that my eyelids are sore from all the rubbing.

11.59
HAHA. AW YOU'RE MAKING ME TEAR UP. STOP, STOP! darn.

12:01
AHAHAHAHAHAHAGAGAGAGA. GOT TO YOU TOO DIDN’T IT? :D MAHA.

12.02
If u're out on the road, feeling lonely and so cold.... All you have to do is call my name and i'll be there on the next train... If you need, i will follow... Anywhere, that you tell me to... If you need, you need me to be with you.... I will follow.. Where you lead.... =)

12:04
AWWWWW. U’RE MAKING ME CRY AGAIN. NOW U DUNNIT. MY EYELIDS WILL BE SO HEAVY THAT I WON’T BE ABLE TO OPEN MY EYES TMR.

12.07
HAHAHAHA! ROTFL - ROTFC TOO. SHEESH. this.. is simply priceless.

12:09
And u know that I know that u noe that I noe that I noe that george Michael noes that maebe noes that I noe that u noe that I DO NOT say mushy stuff but……. Evilizabeth Rachel Ong Shoe-ling, I THINK –THINK ONLI ARH- that u are the bestest friend that I have EVER had. And all this mushy stuff is making me HUNGRY….

12:11
Priceless is a GREAT way to put it…. :D

12.16
HAHA. OH GOD YOU'RE TERRIBLE. my face is aching from SMILING so much. AND NOW I FEEL HUNGRY TOO! crap. let's lyk have a late nite peanut butter snack shall we?! :)))

12.17
i feel so loved. HAHA. AND LOVING. IT. sorry, couldn't resist.

12:18
WHOAKAY. ALAMAK. NO MORE PEANUT BUTTER. Then the tomato soup then…. :D

12:20
Good GOD UR EGO IS INFLATING. Maybe I SHOULDN’t haf sent that sms then…..

12.20
i feel so sneaky n bad! cuz i just threw away ALOT of leftovers just now

12.34
what do they call these kinda food.. ? comfort food, that's right. b4 you know it, they'd be manufacturing little lizzie bars. $6 a box.

12.39
Peazzie butters and whatnot. OH SOMEBODY STOP ME.

12:39
YAY. EAT OREDI. :D and me bro’s back.

12.40
HURRAH! OKAY SO.. what'd you do now..?

12:47
EGO. HUGE. HUMONGOUS. U. GARGANTIOUS. Tut. I hate being MUSHY. U MAKE ME FEEL BAD BOUT SENDING THE BEST FRIEND SMS. AND U NEVER RECIPROCATE. :( me bro n I watching hbo. :)

12.49
I DID, I DID! DIDN'T YOU GET THAT "BEST CLIENT" SMS? yay, good 4 you, nothing lyk tv 4 sibling bondings.

12:56
Where got BEST CLIENT WAN? No haf onli. :D and we keep laughing bout the ‘nick of time’ n ‘baadshah’ similarities. U GOT WATCH B4?

01.00
nope, i haven't. anyways i declared NAWALIE "RORIE" HASHIM to be the BESTEST client Ms. Liz will ever have.. congrats! cert will be ready by monday. =) Right, now go INFLATE while enjoying e movie!

01:03
YAY!! :DDDDD WOW. I GOT LOW BATT NOW. GD NITE!!!! :DDD LOVE Ya MUMMY/GF!

01:05
HAHAHA. XOXO L-O-L-O-L-O-VE YA TOO HONEY!

01:08
YAY. WAT A LOVERLY FRIENDSHIP WE HAVE. :D

01:09
ABSOLUTELY. WE ARE TRULY, MADLY, DEEPLY IN LOVE W EACH OTHER OR STH.

01:14
YARH. GOOD GOD U’VE TURNED ME INTO A FAG. I WILL HATE MYSELF FOREVER.

01:16
HAHAHAHA!!! N UR DA FAG BASHER SOMEMORE.. WE'LL NEVER STOP AT THIS RATE

01:18
I EVEN THINK I'LL BE DREAMING OF U SOON. HORRIBLE. HEP ME.

0:20
WAHAHAHA. the bed bugs will come to me when i think of you! oh no!

01:22
NAY! NOW I WILL THINK OF U WHEN I BOARD 43 INSTEAD OF CRACKERS. GOD HELP ME.

01:25
OH MAN STOP CRACKIN ME UP! get it?? crack, crackers? WAHA. damn.

01:32
i now know why i can't seem to fall asleep.. my bra's hooked! once i unhook it i'm sure to fall into a deep slumber.. so, i a thousand times adieu, i won't say gdnite till it be morow!

THAT WAS DISGUSTING
and HENG i never reply if not i would have slept at THREE.

FINI

I'm Hungry.... Love Vienna

FIRSTLY, I NEED to comment about the previous entry by Lorelai:

HOLY***********************.

Emo kid. Is. A. Fag.Got.

SICKO.

And, WAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING READING FRUITS BASKET FANFICS. House? I can understand. STFBEye? I'm ALL for it. :D But FURUBA?????? MAN you need better hobbies.

I've finished NOW. :D And you know WAD? House is the NUMBER ONE DRAMA SHOW!!!!! YAYAYYYYYYYYY!!! It was by tv.com. And the FUNNIER revelation is??? STFBEYE GOT NUMBER 15!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHA. IT ACTUALLY BEAT LOST TOO. Amazing.

Well jacq and lorelai came over yesterday to watch arrested and JEEVES AND WOOSTER. And I realised how much I LOVE arrested devpt and how jeeves and wooster was not as funny as I thought it would be. But I watched some snippets with my bro and it was HILAROUS. Oh well, the next eppies will be better LARH. RIGHT??? Yesh, I couldn't doubt the great LAURIE whose acting has resulted in the BEST SHOW WITH A 9.3 OUT OF A TEN. Wahaha.

And the smile just..... disappeared after the both left.

My dad reached home just after I sent them to the bus stop.....

This will take long.

Well, nothing ACTUALLY happened until ten.

I was ironing for an hour and practically slept the second i plopped onto the bed. Half-hour later, I heard a crash. Granny slipped onto the floor while doing dishes and broke glass. Mother scolds son. Son SUDDENLY has an outburst. I mean this is REAL shocking. He usually just stones and numbs himself during these occasions. But Son keeps on screaming. This happened at ten fifteen.

He kept screaming and I swear I thought I heard him choke.

Then he just.... fell silent.

I just froze in my bedroom. Listening. For movement. For ANYTHING. But I couldn't hear anything. I thought he went outside but I would have heard him going through the door. I just started weeping.

I smsed lorelai but after ten/fifteen minutes of nothing i just switched off my phone. And I just prayed. For my brother's safety. That he doesn't do anything rash. I needed him to keep me from my mother. Away from her. My father was in his room sleeping, I guess.

Then I heard Mother's voice. She's lecturing Son. The voice grows in volume. Then Granny joins in. Another shouting match ensues.

Eleven o'clock: Son asks for the card downstairs. Puzzlement is evident on my face. I switch on my hp again. Two smses from lizzie. And we...... talked. The bond of friendship was being tested, I guess.

12.30 am: The MUSHY stuff was making me hungry. Went out to eat. Bro was in front. Joined him in watching the election. And watched 'Nick of Time' on hbo. We cracked up jokes between the movie and 'Baadshah'; a Bollywood movie. About how unoriginal Bollywood movies. And we initially thought that the english-version was a copycat of the hindi movie. And he kept saying that johnny depp would break into a song throughout the movie. It was real funny actually. At one we watched anthony bourdain's no reservations. And laughed our asses off. Lizzie and I kept cracking each other up too. :)

I slept at freaking TWO in the moring TODAY. And Mother woke me up at SEVEN for my early morn prayers. I COULDN'T GET BACK TO SLEEP AFTER THAT. And GOODNESS my body was seriously exhausted when I prayed so I had to get up REAL slowly. And now I'm TYPING. And I keep starting each sentence with an 'AND' which I find antagonising. I have to stop that habit.

I haven't done any homework. DEAD. AND I AM SO TIRED. So I guess I'll just have to WING IT for religious class and tmr. My head hurts. And I SWEAR that my eyelids are twice as heavy today. :D

WOAH. This post is LONG. CAN LARH. And I suddenly remembered many songs that I love and one of them is from 13 Going on 30 SOUNDTRACK. I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO DL THAT. :D And I finally did!! MAha.

A preview with the lyrics. It's entitled Vienna by Billy Joel:

Slow down
You crazy child
You're so ambitious for a juvenile
But then if you’re so smart, tell me why are you still so afraid
Where’s the fire? What’s the hurry about?
You better cool it off, before you burn it out
You got so much to do, and only so many hours in a day
But you know that when the truth is told,
That you can get what you want or you can just get old
You're gonna kick off before you even get half way through
When will you realize, Vienna waits for you

Slow down
You're doin fine
You can’t be everything you wanna be before your time
Although it’s so romantic on the borderline tonight
Too bad that is the life you lead
You’re so ahead of yourself that you forgot what you need
Though you can see when you're wrong, you know can’t always see when you're right
You got your passion, you got your pride
But don’t you know that only fools are satisfied
Dream on! But don’t imagine they’ll all come true
When will you realize, Vienna waits for you

Slow down
You crazy child
And take the phone off the hook and disappear for awhile
It’s alright. You can afford to lose a day or two
When will you realize, Vienna waits for you
And you know that when the truth is told
That you can get what you want or you can just get old
You're gonna kick off before you even get half way through
Why don’t you realize, Vienna waits for you
When will you realize, Vienna waits for you

I'm tired. Need to bathe. Goodnite. :)

- The (Non-Fag) Daughter

Mosquitos/Friends Bite!

I hate/love getting bitten. I love the scratch, but hate the itch. Does that make any sense?

Anyways, RORIE told me she "Busted" my poem to the IN paper. YOU STUPID MORON I'M NEVER TALKING TO YOU AGAIN~!!! WELLL I'm not sure how I feel about it, actually. I mean, I should be flattered, right? Or not. I dunno. Suppose it should really get published (and I'm quite certain it wouldn't be)....

OMG. HAHAHA!!! Read this:

Inside Tohru's mind…her daydream
“Oh Draco, you broomstick is so comfortable!” Tohru giggled, as she tightened her hold on his chest. Her dark side chuckled, as it continued to put more dreams into her head. Draco smiled slowly, seductively as he rubbed her hands, making Tohru moan again. As they landed, he turned and flipped her onto her back, and Tohru (or rather her dark side) gasped as her skirt flew up due to the sudden movement and wind.
“Tohru…” Draco whispered her name. Tohru felt hot with desire, as she pressed herself against him, as he lowered his head and kissed her, fiercely, passionately. She moaned in his mouth, which made him intensify the kiss, running his fingers through her hair, down her blouse, down to her hips. Suddenly, he changed, and Tohru was no longer in Hogwarts, she was in a field…or rather, Yuki’s secret base, strawberries all around. Yuki and Kyo were both in trousers, topless. Sitting on either side of her. Smiling at her. In THAT way. They both crawled up to her, like panthers hunting their prey, Yuki capturing her mouth with a mind-blowing kiss, unbuttoning her top…Kyo handling her skirt with ease and their hands-God!

Fanfiction can get so... unrestrained. RORIE RORIE RORIE... I wonder what it is you always read... =)

Anyways, I have decided to get into the whole fanfic thing though the thought of myself ever being a FAN would never be entertained. HEH HEH. It's kinda fun, you don't have to like think up of a whole story and plan and plot everything- you just jump right into the fun. I've already made a few drafts.. Ha Ha. Tell you'all the link when I'm ready!

Emo Kid (full lyrics)

Dear Diary, Mood: Apathetic

My life is spiraling deathward. I couldnt get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks because they play some of my favorite songs like Stab My Heart Because I Love You and Rip Apart My Soul and of course Stab Me Rip Stab Stab and it doesn't help that I couldnt get my hair to do that flippy thing either like the guy from that band can do.

I'm an emo kid, nonconforming as can be
You'd be nonconforming too if you looked just like me
I got paint on my nails and makeup on my face
I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag I call it freedom of expression girls just call me a fag
Cause the dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes
Cause emo is one step below transvestite

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

I'm dark and sensitive with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sisters mascara now I'm grounded for a week

Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can't get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me its never any fun
They say they already have a pussy they don't need another one

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo

...My life is just a black abyss you know? Its so dark and its suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip. Tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...Which look great on me by the way...

When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection
I write in a LiveJournal and wear thick rim glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes

I'm just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
You can read me 'Catcher in the Rye' and watch me jack off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said I like girls, I'd only be half right

I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo
Screw Xbox I play old school nintendo
I must be emo
I like to whine and hate my parentals
I must be emo
Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be eeeeeeemo

...My parents don't get me ya know? They think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy...well a couple of guys but I mean its the 2000's can't 2 or 4 guys makeout with eachother without being gay? I mean chicks dig that kinda thing anyways. I don't know diary sometimes I think you're the only one who gets me. You're my best friend.

I feel like tacos

I LOOOOOVE this song. For the (unofficial) video, please click this.

That's all for now, Mom's getting all pissy again.

A million times adieu,
L.