The Endless

Hey.

Can you BELIEVE that it took SEVEN of Lorelai's posts to realise that I haven't been typing for a LOHONG time. And. Now. WHAT DO I TALK ABOUT AGAIN?

Ahem. Since a blog IS like a journal..... Here it is. I can't define this loathing.....wallowing in. Sorrow? Melancholy? Desolation? Or just WANTING to feel miserable... WAHA. Reminds me of one of the lyrics from Darren Hayes, "Misery is a comfort." I don't know....

I'm confused as you can plainly see.

I get tired easy. I do try to smile all the while in school. But. I keep wondering if this is all a facade. Procrastination. That's what I do. I guess you are right. I tend to be more hostile now for some reason, keeping a calm demeanor in school but at home I am just SO. FULL. OF. Hostility. Intolerance. Chastising people for such insignificant mistakes. I don't know. Maybe I'm just not thinking straight.

My thoughts keep fleeting to this dream of mine on Sunday.

Armageddon. The End. Judgement Day. The day that God has closed the doors on forgiveness. The destruction. It was. Heart-stopping. A moment of disbelief. Pondering whilst running away aimlessly from the impending doom. Running will do no good. It'll only lengthen your imminent fate for a fraction of a second. Crying will do no good. The world will not stop its pandemonium for you. You are ambivalent. Not wanting to accept the reality but helpless to surrender. The bedlam. Both to your surroundings and within you. You cannot pray for dear life as God will no longer hear to your pleas.

ohhhhhhh the hooooorrrrrroorr. ahahah. That wasn't the EXACT feeling I had during that time. The question that popped into my head as I saw a tornado zooming toward me was, "Passport? MY IC MY IC. SO PPL CAN IDENTIFY ME." WAHAHAH. :D

Man I am unmotivated. Declined Lorelai's offer to her house. And I JUST remembered that I'm supposed to go swimming in about fifteen minutes time. With Syaza. SO.

CIAO.

- The (Drained) Daughter

Oh. And I inadvertently fried my right eyeball this morning. Figuratively speaking, of course. =)

Randomness

^ bedok library
^ whoever said Singaporeans weren't innovative..?

^ the moment I saw this, I couldn't stop laughing
^ the tiger in its cage
^ huge chinese burning offering thingy - this picture makes it look like an explosion tho.. -_-
^ see the two birds preening on the railing? they were unfazed and didn't fly away when I passed them by and walked down the overhead bridge...
^ complete stranger swinging her doggy on the child seat.. =) she complied quite obediently when I asked to take this picture.. haha
^ this picture speaks for itself! =D
^that's a smiley face sticker on the leaf - how it got there, I have no idea...

HOT GIRL ON GIRL ACTION

Is Siberia Cold?

It sure feels kinda coldy on my loney here-y......... Mr Burmy.

Today was SO FUN! Acted like, in Jozette's words, "such a bimbo" today. -_-

Ahahaha. OH THAT REMINDS ME. The stupid BACKSIDE SLASHER ISSUE. www.nyehehisback.blogspot.com Read it at her stupid(!!) miserable(!!) sod of a blog if you must.. WHOEVER IS READING THIS.

Where was I? Oh yes, the prom dress unofficial outing today! HAha. After school, Charlene and I went to Macs to eat (first 10 mins) and talk (last 45 mins). =) Then we decided to get off our asses to walk around Parkway for a while to possibly digest the Genetically Modified Meat and other "Meat Products". Then for some reason (after bumping into Fatin Atiq Nariah shopping for bras more than once) we went into Isetan.. and tried on $129 dresses. It was black. There were buttons. It was chic. There were lil cute pleats. IT WAS GORGEOUS. Though when Jozette and Amanda came over they had mixed opinions.. #1 "Oh, I feel so inadequate standing next to them, they look like models!" and #2 "OMG that looks like a waitress uniform at Starbucks or something." Oh yes, almost forgot- Joz took a picture of us! HAhA. Well we'll see if those waitresses looked sexy nonetheless LOL.
In the end we regretfully put it back (we so wanted to try more if it weren't for the sour faced fake green contact lenses dressing room woman)..

Then, afterwards, we dropped into a quiet little place and had a drink or two, we bumped into SQUISHY (nawal) and whitepanty! (azzah) shopping for former's birthday present! Azzah is the person you'd go to if you want a present you need. Or anything you can think of (you just have to unabashedly say it out). =) Seriously, she spent, what, $40 on the Fruits Basket mangas for me? And now, she splurged on a pair of sports shoes for nawal.. around the same amount too! She is the most generous, straight business person I know.

Anyways, we all went back to ISETAN (whatever that means) again and fortunately there was a change in the dressing room staff (a much nicer older auntie) so we went ALL OUT and tried on at least 4 dresses each. (nawal kept saying "a WHILE only ARHH" and "OK LAST ONE ARH" but of course she couldn't resist giving in to her girlish side we all know is there hiding behind the recent freshly mowed soccer geek facade) HAHAHA. WE ALL LOVED THE 129. Seriously! Not so interesting theory: HIGHER cost = BETTER look. The rest were NOT BAD but were all sort of crying out HURRYBUYUSANDCLEARTHESTOCK. Esp those with only ONE size left.. I don't know my size. I put on a size 7 and a size 4 of the same dress and see no difference. Maybe because the 129 is really THAT GOOD. HAHAHA. And oh my god, SQUISHY has such a nice figure! So slim! (IdonotsounlikejacqowIdonotsounlikejacqowIdonotsounlikejacqow) And Aza's, uh, wonderful endowment! .. And Charlene's model thin legs!

I really can't wait for prom night though I dread all the messy details like hair (youknowme) and makeup shiat.. Arghh.. But of course the BIG O always comes first.

Watch this space for hot dressing room action! HAHA. NO lah, just pictures and WILL YOU PEOPLE READ GOODNESS SAKE.

- ELINOR/ elizabe*thong

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 4/7

HAhaha.. Nobody would've noticed if Vivienne hadn't scribbled it on the board this morning (slipping in a "OweMoneyPayMoney" note on the side too).

Don't you just love my class?

Anyways, CHINESE ORAL WAS TODAY.

I think I majorly messed up, big-time, stupendously, trainwreckingly etc. It's just this THING I have.. When I try too hard to impress, I get depressed when I mess up just ONE word, and it's all downhill from there.. aHaha.

BUT I'm glad to say it's finally over, and I have no intention of uttering another chinese word from here on till.. I dunno, do they have Orals in A levels?

Meanwhile.. should I stay up to watch the 2:50 WORLD CUP SEMI FINAL ITALIAA vs GERMANY??

Hmmm, maybe I should sleep now, then wake up later and don't go back to sleep. That will amount to about.. 3 hours sleep.

Shall ask SQUISHY what she plans to do..

*15 minutes and one birthday email msg later*

I think she chose the second option! Oh no, is it too late to start sleeping??

Ciao! Auf Wiedersehen!