I refuse to believe that watching videos of natural disasters are funny EHEHEH

OH GOSH. HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN. ON HIATUS FOR CENTURIES.

I ponned school today in a bid to catch up with work. Look how well that idea turned out. HAIYA. LIT ESSAYS ARE ANNOYING AND PAINSTAKING. Ahem, I shall refuse to turn into those who use blogs as a platform for whining and talking about how the planetary orbits revolve around themselves. Actually, when I read through my previous posts, I couldn't stop cringing (HMMM MOSTLY SMILING LARH ARH) when I kept talking about me me me.

So, we shall see a change todayyyyy. I think. I'll try then.

HMMMMM. GLOBAL WARMING. VERY DEBILITATING. HUMANS. CANCEROUS LEECHING IGNORAMUSES. RESPONSIBLE FOR OWN JUDGMENT DAY.

Yup that's enough about global affairs. Time to get in touch with me feeeelings now. HAHAHAHA. I'm so capricious GOSH.

IT's fast. the pace of every single thing. The good times don't last long enough, the Stygian gloom lasts too long. Is this how it has to be till the day we relinquish our last breath?

I keep panicking about my studies; the teachers are already on to me for my seemingly more slackish behaviour. I have no idea how I've become like this; perpetually pale-looking figure that has to procure energy to assure my classmates that I'm still as they saw me at the start of the JC life and not the moody state that was normalcy at one point of time during TK.

I was typing out my Lit essay before this and I fear that there are already interstices of resolve (and sanity?) apparent here:

"In Charlotte’s case, i do not knowwwwwwwwwwww hot to identiry thjis is very very complex and confusing entity that is character without dooign a character study when i t is essentially a character study isn’t it? I do not know how to keep within an intangible and undefinable boundary and then categorise the characters involved oh no how do i do this should i end up being a monk in china tear up my bank book just like he did and then just gooooooooo to never neverland and search for the elusive meaning to live and live for the sake of experiencing the essence of what keeps us from plunging down to the place where fires burn unquelled and live in misanthropic states and just not think about work and worrrrryyyyyy fervently about anything and everything and let go of the conscious mind and delve into the depths of the unknown a;though risking effrontery and breaching the confines of the invisible space confounding all and none. This night’s a perfect shade of dark blue."

Ask labs about the sudden monk-in-China episode. How depressing.

OH NO. I MUST NOT GET DEPRESSED.

Let's all meet up at least one day during the holidays (a picnic of sorts?) and drink NON-ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES OR THE ONES THAT ARE CLOSEST TO THAT (OKAY JACQIE) and refuse to do our work. Stop the entire running of the world for just one day. And talk about our INTERESTS and not even SMELL the topic of school and revision. I want to suspend belief of reality just once before it will truly be elusive (until after A's I know, but AIYO SO FAR AWAY CAN-WAIT, NOT REALLY. ARGH.).

Oh no I sound so melodramatic. crap. Not the best state of mind to blog, i suppose. Anyways, back to work. Till the next update ladies, and snooping unwanted strangers who should just mind their own business (aka a certain chipmunk).

- The Incestuous Daughter (NYAHAH. U LIKE, I KNOW.) :3 MEOW. TIS NO MONKAY, IS CAT.