peanut butter, gilmore girls, inflating egos, and lots of tears

10:06
I'm scared. My bro n mum had a really big shouting match. And me bro screamed so loudly that i think he cried.

10:39
If you’re not gonna reply then forget it. Nvm then.

OH MY GOD. What happened? What were they shouting about? I’m sorry for the late reply.. I was in the bathroom.

NAWAL? Are you alright/there?

Oh snap. I blew it, didn't i?

10:49
Erm. Nothing. It all started coz my granny accidentally dropped glass while doing the dishes.... I suck at self-efficacy so i'll just shut up now.

HUH - WHAT DOES BEING INDEPENDANT GOT TO DO WITH ANYTHING?

It’s the mental resilience thing.. the ‘reaching out’ part. It’s theoretically proven that I suck at it.

10.59
" a self-effacing person does not want to be noticed by other people and tends not to talk about their abilities or achievements." still, there's no need to be self-contained! let it all out on me!

11:08
Haha. Very funny. Well my bro went down at eleven to do god-knows-wat. My granny slipped. Mother scolds son. Son blows. REALLY BLOWS. Strains voice/chokes. Son’s voice suddenly dies down. Mother lectures- starts shouting. Granny scolds mother. And all that while I thought Son charged outside to jump off the 22nd storey.

11:16
And I realized while waiting for your reply that u can’t always be there even though we’re supposed to be bf/mother-daughter. Aza needs u. So does jacq. Bindi has neeraj. Halima goes to bindi. My father just stones himself. My brother broodes. My mother…. She’s a handful. And no I am not for counseling.

So he went off after the shoutings? Is he still out now?

Yeah. To run himself down with a car or hitch with a hooker.

11.27
Oh god... this is.. huge.. if i didn't know better, i'd say-i don't know wat i'll say. i'm not making any sense am i. I'M SURE your bro won't do those things... to spite ur mom, or whatever. he just needs to calm down, n stuff. as 4 u i'm kinda hurt by that msg of yours.. u think im some paid counsiller sod? dividing tym betw her CLIENTS?

11:35
Ahaha. I GUESS. It’s just that everyone has their own problems and I don’t want to burden them with MINE. I’m saying that u’re the go-to person when ther [e are problems esp. with aza and jacq. And I feel…. NEEDY and selfish if I RANT my blah.]

11.44
and even though i can't read the second half of that msg and it's totally embarassing.. *HUGS* that's the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me. nawal, you have a good heart. this rough patch will even out, and let's all hope it's soon enough, whoakay?

11:52
Woahkay is ONLY used as an ANSWER to something. Not as a QUESTION. U were just WAITING 4 me to say that when u typed e sms WEREN’T U? knew it. Fine, FINE. I shall say that that is BEST thing that anyone has said that I am WEEPING with joy right now whilst a Gilmore girls’ theme song is playing in my head rite now. And I’m practicing my signing. Meheh.

11:59
And I’ve never cried so much my entire life todae that my eyelids are sore from all the rubbing.

11.59
HAHA. AW YOU'RE MAKING ME TEAR UP. STOP, STOP! darn.

12:01
AHAHAHAHAHAHAGAGAGAGA. GOT TO YOU TOO DIDN’T IT? :D MAHA.

12.02
If u're out on the road, feeling lonely and so cold.... All you have to do is call my name and i'll be there on the next train... If you need, i will follow... Anywhere, that you tell me to... If you need, you need me to be with you.... I will follow.. Where you lead.... =)

12:04
AWWWWW. U’RE MAKING ME CRY AGAIN. NOW U DUNNIT. MY EYELIDS WILL BE SO HEAVY THAT I WON’T BE ABLE TO OPEN MY EYES TMR.

12.07
HAHAHAHA! ROTFL - ROTFC TOO. SHEESH. this.. is simply priceless.

12:09
And u know that I know that u noe that I noe that I noe that george Michael noes that maebe noes that I noe that u noe that I DO NOT say mushy stuff but……. Evilizabeth Rachel Ong Shoe-ling, I THINK –THINK ONLI ARH- that u are the bestest friend that I have EVER had. And all this mushy stuff is making me HUNGRY….

12:11
Priceless is a GREAT way to put it…. :D

12.16
HAHA. OH GOD YOU'RE TERRIBLE. my face is aching from SMILING so much. AND NOW I FEEL HUNGRY TOO! crap. let's lyk have a late nite peanut butter snack shall we?! :)))

12.17
i feel so loved. HAHA. AND LOVING. IT. sorry, couldn't resist.

12:18
WHOAKAY. ALAMAK. NO MORE PEANUT BUTTER. Then the tomato soup then…. :D

12:20
Good GOD UR EGO IS INFLATING. Maybe I SHOULDN’t haf sent that sms then…..

12.20
i feel so sneaky n bad! cuz i just threw away ALOT of leftovers just now

12.34
what do they call these kinda food.. ? comfort food, that's right. b4 you know it, they'd be manufacturing little lizzie bars. $6 a box.

12.39
Peazzie butters and whatnot. OH SOMEBODY STOP ME.

12:39
YAY. EAT OREDI. :D and me bro’s back.

12.40
HURRAH! OKAY SO.. what'd you do now..?

12:47
EGO. HUGE. HUMONGOUS. U. GARGANTIOUS. Tut. I hate being MUSHY. U MAKE ME FEEL BAD BOUT SENDING THE BEST FRIEND SMS. AND U NEVER RECIPROCATE. :( me bro n I watching hbo. :)

12.49
I DID, I DID! DIDN'T YOU GET THAT "BEST CLIENT" SMS? yay, good 4 you, nothing lyk tv 4 sibling bondings.

12:56
Where got BEST CLIENT WAN? No haf onli. :D and we keep laughing bout the ‘nick of time’ n ‘baadshah’ similarities. U GOT WATCH B4?

01.00
nope, i haven't. anyways i declared NAWALIE "RORIE" HASHIM to be the BESTEST client Ms. Liz will ever have.. congrats! cert will be ready by monday. =) Right, now go INFLATE while enjoying e movie!

01:03
YAY!! :DDDDD WOW. I GOT LOW BATT NOW. GD NITE!!!! :DDD LOVE Ya MUMMY/GF!

01:05
HAHAHA. XOXO L-O-L-O-L-O-VE YA TOO HONEY!

01:08
YAY. WAT A LOVERLY FRIENDSHIP WE HAVE. :D

01:09
ABSOLUTELY. WE ARE TRULY, MADLY, DEEPLY IN LOVE W EACH OTHER OR STH.

01:14
YARH. GOOD GOD U’VE TURNED ME INTO A FAG. I WILL HATE MYSELF FOREVER.

01:16
HAHAHAHA!!! N UR DA FAG BASHER SOMEMORE.. WE'LL NEVER STOP AT THIS RATE

01:18
I EVEN THINK I'LL BE DREAMING OF U SOON. HORRIBLE. HEP ME.

0:20
WAHAHAHA. the bed bugs will come to me when i think of you! oh no!

01:22
NAY! NOW I WILL THINK OF U WHEN I BOARD 43 INSTEAD OF CRACKERS. GOD HELP ME.

01:25
OH MAN STOP CRACKIN ME UP! get it?? crack, crackers? WAHA. damn.

01:32
i now know why i can't seem to fall asleep.. my bra's hooked! once i unhook it i'm sure to fall into a deep slumber.. so, i a thousand times adieu, i won't say gdnite till it be morow!

THAT WAS DISGUSTING
and HENG i never reply if not i would have slept at THREE.

FINI